My name is Lii. I am 23 years old. I sometimes think that life treat me unfair, why couldn’t it have been different? Why wasn’t I born a biological female. It feels like im waiting for my life to begin. Yet I’m living it everyday. Not to the fullest. I want to achieve things. Goals. I want to feel important. I’m afraid of going back to studies, I want everyone to see me as I do. A female. I know I am “Passable” but it doesnt really change it. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mind anyone knowing the fact that I’m transgender. It just tend to happen that when people know this they think of me as a dude instead. I’m happier than I ever been, yet I’m still sad. Somtimes it just feels like I don’t belong.